Babies...

what do i tink of them??

hmm.. when Azizi was born, i was in primary 6..

Everybody kept saying he's so cute! Can even sae he's nose like fader lar.. or face like mader lar..

In my heart i was saying, HOW COULD U TELL?!?!?

They all look the same!! Only diff is skin color lar..

That time lar, i sae,"where got cute? ugly got lar"

In my heart lar i sae that! coz seriously, babies have like crumpled faces gitu.. at first lar.. then they grow, then can sae cute or handsome or watever..

Maybe becoz i was young.. i say like dat lar..

now u sae?

Hmm.. seriously, after werking at toys r us.. I see MANY types of children okey.. haiz.. it makes me more SCARED! i told my staffs, they are devil in disguise. Masya-Allah.. JAHAT EHK? but seriously the more i werk there, mcm i tak suka children.. WAIT.. I LOVE TODDLERS BUT kindda dun like it when they're all grown up.. Mcm maner ehk aku nie kalau jadi mak? mampos! nauzubillah lar.. i hope i don't have this kindda attitude when im married or wat lar..

When we had Azizi ard.. i love it, coz whenever i do sumtin wrong, i can blame it on Azizi, then my parents wont scold me.. hahaha.. Im a devil in disguise ehk! Matilar kalau ader anak seperti diri sendiri.. haiyo.. That was then lar.. now he noe how to speak jer.. aiyo..

It didn't even cross my mind that after kakak go aussie, i will be the elder sis in the house when bro fir told me that.. how ehk? i suck at responsibility tau.. haiz, i noe Azizi hates me.. coz i always scold him.. issh.. tak reti ah nie suma! how nie nak jadi mak mcm gini?!?! haha.. stress pasal bende mepek! how ehk if my child will hate me like Azizi hate me? how? I hate being the evil person tau..

u noe, maser Azizi kecik, i always scold him, yelar got reason lar y i scold.. then my sis will approach him n manja2 him.. not fair! then i bcum the devil, she the angel.. KAKAK! DUN DENY! U ALWAYS LIKE DAT OKEY! haha..

And sumtimes it pisses me off okey.. how ehk? imagine, my husband the angel, me the devil.. how? aiyo...

I noe sum of u will sae, children are a blessing from Allah.. but dun u feel scared, if the amanah from Allah, u tak dpt jlnkan dgn baik? wat if she/he hates me till im old n kerepot! how?

I hate being hated(haha)tau!

Why my sudden talk of children?!

SUPERNANNY uh!! haha.. i scared lar.. how ehk kalau dpt children like tat.. my ustad sae, maser bujang we should doa starting now for our offspring.. Ask Allah to grant us a soleh n solehah child. Insya-Allah. N not forgetting a husband who is juz our type..hehe.. gatal!! betul per!! saper tak nak ur dream guy kan? dun bedek ehk u ppl! =p

Ppl, doa kan me ehk!!

OMG! Klah, shut up fiqah..

Haiz.. aniwae, i found tis song VERY meaningful! maybe i gotta be a mum first to understand everything.. the song is about the wae a mother sees in her child but its not her fate to see her child grows up.. I hope i feel the same wae as her(the singer) towards my "future" child.. ceybah! haha.. Anak membawa kebahagian kepada suami isteri kan? Insya-Allah. Amin.

HEBATNYER CINTA SEORANG IBU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The song is Terlalu Istimewa by Adibah Noor


Klah, bye my luvs!!

U Noe U Love Me~!

AHHHH~!!

Hahaha..

Okey, todae's topic, i wanna talk bout guys with serak voice.. Hahaha..

I tink guys wif serak voice are SEXY!!!!

Hahaha.. don't u?!??!

Hehe.. but i oso like guys with smooth voice!!!

haha.. that one under cute category lar!!

(Oh ya, out of the topic for a while.. my hp dah hilang for 1 week plus gitu, so siaper2 yg sms me, sorriee!! hp hilang lar babes!! n jng ingat i tak contact i tak ingat u all k.. i ingaaaatttt!!! ceybah!! hahaha...)

Okey, back to guys! hahahahhaha..

I tink being single is the best best best best thing ever..

eh wait, since when i pernah attach ehk? hahah.. shhh.. u noe i noe lar..

eh wait!! lupa nak letak!!!

my most fav ever ever singer, mawi!

yaya, i noe u'll all go, eee!! mawi?!?!

haha.. i got my reasons okey!!

1)he's cute
2)he's funny
3)HE CAN BLOODY SING OKEY!!!
4)u should hear he ngaji!!!! it's like omg!! syahdu beb!

hahaa.. i tink tu jer lar my reasons, oh ya!! n he's setia wif his tunang man..

aniwae, my latest song ever got to be Tak mungkin berpaling by slam.

i noe it's like ketinggalan song! but zamani sedap lar nyayi!! hayalan beb!!

n ya, i like the song has to be b'coz of mawi.. hahahaha..

i let u watch the video... (dun hear the cinta hakiki song, for me not nice! hahahaa..)



let's sing together!!!

~Tidak mungkin kuberpaling lagi
Salah sangka yang direncanakan
Gelora melanda
Adalah dendammu
Setelah diriku
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu

Cukup sudah hati berdarah
Usah ditambah cerita yang sudah
Di mana kekasihmu
Yang pernah kau sanjungi
Mengapa pula padaku
Menjadi pelepas ceritamu
Dan jua sepimu

Usah menabur budi
Mengharapkan simpati
Sedangkan kau menitip
Cemburu iri hati

Tak mungkin kuberpaling
Padamu yang meracuni
Rimbunan kasihku
Sehingga berguguran
Kelopak cinta kita
Kerana mu tak lagi mengerti hatiku

Sehingga berguguran
Kelopak cinta kita
Kerana fitnahmu
Walau segunung sesalmu
Tak mungkin kukembali
Cukuplah sekali
Kejelekanmu
Menggamit pilu

Tidak mungkin kumaafkan lagi
Salah sangka yang direncanakan
Gelora Melanda
Adalah dendammu
Setelah diriku
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu
Sepenuhnya~

SEDAP RITE!! EH tat guy in the suit wif yellow shirt inside is khai, he's in akademi fantasia season 1 n he got the 2nd place..

N ya!! he's the suara serak im talking about!!! hahaha..

HOT RITE!! I mean the voice.. hahaha.. sexy ah!! haha..

okey shut up fiqah..

Habis lar.. nanti during OR u all asik dgr fiqah nyayi lagu tak mungkin berpaling lagi.. hahaha.. jiwang ehk!!!

Klah, change topic..

So aniwae, kakak over there is injured... haiyo.. play ice-skating sumore!! n mader so worried coz kakak sae her feet got nanah oready..

TK CR OKEY KAKAK!!

We'll send u the food soon! hehe..

OMG! my sis is probably so thin rite now.. kesian dier..

ANIWAE!!!!

That F guy really get into my nerves i dunno y uh.. irritating.. he's like action me n him so rapat.. wah liao.. he dun even noe anithing bout me.. suka assume jer.. watever lar..

Klah, nak amik azizi at my aunt house..

toddles! till then..

i lup ya!!

when i buy new hp then i tell u all to sms me ur num k!!

U Noe U Love Me~!

MADER DAE~!!!!!!!!!!!!

What did u all buy for ur maders?!?!?

Me??

Hehe..

A piere cardin(dunno the spelling uh)shoe..

She wanted it..

So ya.. me n the brader share lor...

NNNN!!

Mummy love it lar!!!

Hahaha.. Actualli i noe she wants the shoe.. But she sae mahal sgt.. 90 bucks gitu..
Luckily FIT!!! Somemore when i wanna buy it, its the last piece..

FUH!

Werked full shift todae.not so sian lar todae.. Reached home bout 11.10pm like dat.. Mostly all cuzzin went to bibik house, celebrate MADER DAE! Haha.. Went there during break time, eat LONTONG LIAO!! Mcm rayer seh! hehe.. Wah.. terus perut boncit tak leh action kurus lar!! hahahaha..

Nasib keje oso like nothing to do gitu.. Juz reshop jer.. wah.. SO GOOD TODAE!!

Haha.. everybody good mood.. klah, dunno wat to story..

k bye~!!

TK CR KAKAK~!!

Be strong~!
U Noe U Love Me~!

Miss me tak?

Hello sayangkussssssss~!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe..

Hmm... How have u all been?

Harap sihat2 saja ya..

Werking almost everydae, but not everydae..

Hehe..

Hmm..

I saw..

OMG!!!!!!!!!!

ALOT OF CUTE CUTE CUTE..

GUYS?

YAAAAA!!!!!!

BUUUTTTTTTTTTTT........

Underage lor...

Hahahha...

All got tis CUTE BIG EYES!!

Sungguh mengasyikkan babe!!!

I FLIRT WIF THEM!!

MAIN MATA LAR!

Haha.. then they hide behind thier mother..

Hahahahaha..

So cute..

Then smile malu2..

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Waving bye2~!!

The suddenly they sae..

"BYE AUNTIE!"

Wah liao!!! FACE LIKE AUNTIE MEH!

The mader lar! go n teach them call me AUNTIE!

MANA MUNGKIN TERJADI?!?!

Haha.. emo ehk... hahaha..

Oh man.. CUTE LARRRRRR!!!!

Makes u can't wait to haf ur own..

Apadah! Belum ada calon dah pikir nie suma ehk..

Hmm.. Thats the reason for me which is so hard to leave my werk place..

1)CUTE TODDLERS!!

2)The pay..(4.50 per hr..not much lar)

3)Hmm.. The gfs at werkplace..

OH WELL!!!

Heard alot of backstabbing at werk todae.. but wat the hell, my purpose of coming to werk is to earn money.. Not to make friends wif those "AUNTIES" who acts like they are ur friends.. Once i've been bitten.. NEVER AGAIN WILL I REPEAT HISTORY! As long as i noe.. She's part of my history! UGH! Sungguh menjijikkan..

Aniwae, hmm.. perkembangan pasal si F(bukan nama sebenar), he sort of saying like he wanna be my best fren, wanna open up to me.. But how ehk? I hav never ever got guy fren that close sgt ah.. I always fall for my guy fren.. Haha.. nolar.. like crush gitu.. I dunno wat to sae..

One thing if u notice about me.. Actualli, i don't like to share my friends.. I am stingy! haha.. Sifat buruk? KUAT JEALOUS LAR!! Then sumone this F rapat ngan tis other gal, Z(bukan nama sebenar.. haha) Then lagi i nie.. kalau kawan rapat.. tak suka share.. hahaha..

Hmm.. BURUK EHK?!

Aiyo.. i dunnolar..

Klah, bye my lup!

I MISS U KAKAK!

U Noe U Love Me~!