I'M BACKKKKKKK~!!!!!!!

Hahaha..

After, 4 mnths.. I've decided to blog again.. my hands has been itching me to BLOG lar dey!

How am i?

Fine Alhamdulillah.. But somebody have been bugging me lately.. ARGH! Those who noes him, A***, I'm seriously not trying to be rude.. I sumpah! I tak tau lar how to handle tis kindda thingi.. I takut kalau i layan him, he tersalah sangka pulak. I dunno wat to do! *feeling guilty* Haiz, now i'm doing an even evil thing, asking u ppl who noe him to tell him, that i haf no interest in heart of getting to noe or even sms anibody. For 1, i AM busy. 2, My hp sucks!But i love it coz it's my arwah nenek's phone. 3, My hp susah nak SMS la! Bukan alasan tapi reality, tat's y kadang2 i reply dan kadang2 i tak reply.

Maaf Seribu Kemaafan ye Kepada Mangsa2 yg kena tunggu i sms or call balik.=)

Aniwae, Kakak is happy over there.. finally! After she moved to her friends house who has at least 4 gals who actualli SLEEPS at home! Her previous housemate all.. hmmm.. how to sae eh? Night party goers gitu lar.. So she always alone at her bungalow. Eeee.. kalau i pun i takut lar u! Hehe.. Selamat dier tabah menghadapi semua ini.. Kalau i lar.. Dah nangis hari2 call mak.. Anak manjalah katakan.. Hahahaha..

And ya, the mother eh.. Sibuk tau! Pantang tgk i pakai computer! Mesti nak suruh check Kakak ku online tak.. Pastu membebel bising coz i lmbt masuk msn ker skype! aiyo! Kakak! seela what i have to go thru! Padahal my comp lmbt upload! ugh! MOTHERS! still... U LOVE THEM N CAN'T LIVE W/O THEM!

OH YA! Those Temasek Poly Engineering ppl! My adek pun tp eng tau! Mechatronics eng gak.. hahaha.. Adik beradik ikut kakak ehk.. Tak tau aper pulak Azizi nanti amik ehk.. Haha.. I AM SO PROUD OF ADI! haha.. I still remember calling him anak busuk! haha.. coz before Azizi, he bungsu mah.. haha.. Now he's all grown up.. Haiz.. Suma dah advance except me! Haha.. Aniwae, this anak! Semenjak keje jer.. he bought PSP n crumpler bag lar! UGH! jealous lar! Haiz.. haha..

Azizi? Haiyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can DIE lar!!!! Asik kena amik dier jer.. Dah primary 2 pun tak tau balik sendiri.. Haiz.. but nvm, pengorbanan seorang kakak.. ceybah! hahaha.. pirrrah!!

My life u ask?


Now.. Werking.. Yup! Still in Toys 'R' Us.. N very very busy with Operation Rockstar.. Hmm.. ITE results? Not that good.. SUCKS! Haiz.. Why eh i always make myself be so stupid in ppls eyes? Can't i even achieve sumthing for myself for my parents for them to sae to themselves, i am so PROUD she's my daughter. Why ehk do i always make my mom dissapointed, i know she NEVER actualli said that she is but in her eyes, i can see it.. I know how hard she werk all this years juz for us.. But why eh i still like this? Why am i not progressing in time? why i sanggup buat dier kecewa sampai dier tak sanggup nak paksa i masuk poly tapi cuma nasihat saja... but me? how? I CAN'T EVEN GO POLY WITH MY GPA.. how? how embarrassing is it to sae that to ur parents? that ur stupid.. that what they thought of me before is true.. wasting thier money over me.. is it because i want thier attention?am i attracting too much attention? dammit!

Now what am i going to do?

I dont noe... Seriously...

For now, Hmm... I dunno ehk.. Everytime im around this friend of mine.. F(bukan nama sebenar) Haha.. I always wanna impress him.. I always wanna make him notice that i joke ard with other guys.. Who he is u ask? Juz a very close friend last time.. But now no more lar.. The thing is.. i noe i dun haf u noe those special2 feelings towards him.. haha.. But why ehk?! Everytime i want him to notice me! I want him to be sad when i ignore him?! Hahha.. Funnny lar.. Maybe he's reaction is funny to me lar.. Maybeeee... Cinta Seorang Teman?! Hahaha.. Dah start merepek aku..

Aniwae!!! I want u all to hear tis lagu okey!!!

Cinta Seorang Teman by Felix!!

My ever so fav. singer.. becoz of his voice n EYES!! hahah.. u noe how much i love BIG eyes babes! Hahah..




ENJOY THE SONG!

Till then..

U Noe U Love ME!

I miss u alll~!!!!!!!!!!!